Meaningless

tear tastes

sometimes i cry for no reason
a confession
at last
i guess nobody knows
except the ones
who do it too
i don’t know why
but my eyes hurt so
and i feel the tears roll
out and down
slow
and i can’t get this taste out of my mouth
one like no other
sick
and full of doubt
and this ache
in my chest
where i would not like hands
because it seems
i have become allergic
to any touch that comes along
and i am sure
i don’t need anybody
don’t want anybody
please don’t come near
and exacerbate my fear.