Jul
7
world stopped
the world stopped
and i got off
stepped out onto a blue swaying platform
no shoes apparently
cold thin ice under the feet
which i can’t see for smog
or smoke
fake sheets of hot air there
but can feel the currents
pushing against and up and over
over down away i go
pushing at my neck
with a big fat fucking fist
head down
back aches
world stopped and thought gone
breath gone
head gone
heart beat
whatever that is
heart beat full
veins pushing out
creaking at the sides
like a spanner in the works
or a block in there somewhere
pushing pushing
pushing
pu-
shing-
out-
stop-
now-
please-
stop??
andiamallicanblameforwhatforfuckingwhat?
